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Name: Kaitlin
Birthday: 9/1/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: *GOD*Miles*Sports*Friends*Going 2 Parties*Acting Extremely Stupid*Concerts*GOD*Sleeping*Eating*Star Glazing(haha!!!)*Guys*Listening To Music*Listening to Country Music*Painting My Nails*Painting Miles Nails When Asleep*Eating*Writing Poems*Reading the BIBLE*Watching Football*Watching Chiefs*Having Fun With Laura*Doing My Hair*Doing Other Peoples Hair*Doing My Make-up*Doing Other Peoples Make-up*Playing Poker*Reading Chicken Soup Books*Sleeping*GOD*Driving Mile's Car*Going To Myrtle Beach*Riding Horse*Farming*Making A Mess Of My Room*Tormenting My Brother*Beating Miles Up*Volleyball*Pictures*Picture Frames*Tricking Miles In To Eating Really Hot Mustard From Shanghai*GOD*Shoes*Clothes*Animals*Horses*Hillsboro*Laying In Culd-De-Sac At 3 In The Morning*Scrap Booking*Bath And Body Works*Shopping For Friends*Play Football*Ballet*Softball*Being Smart*Writing Poems*GOD*Collegues*Underwear*Deoderent*Rodeos*Messy Room*Piano*Beach*Having TONS OF FUN with my Laura*Going to family get-to-gethers*da
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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AIM:  kkmac901
MSN: krazy_girl_34@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  hottpinkbabe09
Member Since:
4/29/2005
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| Does death run in my family? im starting to think so, because it is an occurence that seems to happen all the time. Even though i have been blessed with out a death since my Grandpa died (1 year, 3 months ago) it feels like its happening all the time, and i am not even close to being half way recovered from that loss and i still need help from professionals and meds. (which totally sucks!) See, tonight my grandma called and informed my mom that my aunt Judy has a rare tumor in her esophagus. (Which is very freaky cuz im doing the cancer that my gpa had for a research paper, and its almost the same as Judy's...Gastroesophageal Junction Carcinoma.) Since Judy has had cancer a few years ago, she cannot take radiation a second time...that means that there is just Chemotherapy and surgery left keep her hopes up. if Judy cannot have surgery, there is an average of 3 months to live...
Also this month, we found out that another one of my aunts has a tumor in her heart. Carolyn has to go to the hospital numerous times a week because her pain is so vigorous. She also must have surgery to live...
This two awesome lady's has helped our family surfive after the death of my Grandpa. These are the two "older" (closest 2 my gmas age) women that my grandma could turn to for help. They helped her remember that there is a God and everything will be alright. I dont know what my grandma would do without them around for her. Also Judy's husband (my uncle) Gaylan just recovered from a tumor in his brain, and without Judy, he would be dead because he would not have seeked the medical attention that he needed. I am truely honored that he married this wonderful lady only 2 years ago. She has saved his life also.
Im sure this sounds like im over reacting, but you must know my family before you can think that. We are so close to everyone...even cousins who are twice removed or what ever. i am so close to my 6th and 7th cousins you would not believe it! thats how important family means to us and especially me! i can always turn to them for help and comfort, and no matter what i do wrong, they are always there.
Im so afraid for Carolyn and Judy. Im so unstable right now, that im afraid that if someone else i truely love dies, i will die. i almost died when my gpa did. I know that i will not have my boyfriend if someone else dies because depression will wash over me. i dont want that because i love miles so much and he has always been there to help me and he loves me for me!
When you read this, please pray to get Judy's and Carolyn's tumors cured, they need it, and our family needs it desprately! thank you
Love KK | | |
| Hey! Today is CHRISTMAS EVE! yay! i love Christmas (and not because i LOVE recieving presents which i dont really enjoy, but i LOVE giving presents even if they are just really little...hehe) yeah so yesterday was me and MILES 6 MONTH ANNIVERSERY! yay for us! i didnt think it would last that long because a TON of people have tried to get between us but im sorry to say...it did not work! thank goodness! anyways im sittin here listenin to music! country of course!!! it sooo discribes how i feel about everything! thats pretty much the one way i can express myself other than writing poems..yeah i know im weird today huh! i dont care! omg! i have to go get MILES something else for Christmas! i totally forgot! i think we are opening presents tonight...i hope he likes what i got him! im kinda nervous! o well! but im gonna go do my hair and finish shopping! love ya!!!!! 
<33 KK
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!-remember...its about the birth of Christ!- | | |
| Wow! i was totally harsh yesterday and im really sorry to *Taylor* for getting that mad and upset...i still am a little...but i forgive very easily especially because they are really close to me. but anyways...TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY FOR FINALS!!!! yay!!! i was staring at the clock the whole two blocks...yes i know, im pitiful but o well! then i came home and slept until MILES picked me up and we went to Subway and met TJ there (i love that kid! hes so funny!) then we went to Burams (SPELL CHECK!) and Miles ended up dropping me off at the rec so i wasnt late for work. After work my mommy and i went car hunting and i may found a few possiblilities! WHOO-HOO! but we are gonna go eat so ill ttyl
<33 KK
*Taylor*-I changed the name, and Taylor is a girl/guy name so u will NEVER know who it is!...hopefully! hehe
PSS- I now have a "Fund for KK's Car" donation box thingy...so u can just hand/send w/e me money and that will be very appriciated! thanks! hahah jk!!!! | | |
| yeah...it sucks when someone really close to you and that you really care about does something RETARDED!!! omfg! im so angry. yeah so this person totally screwed up and i really hope they know because i am so mad at them! well mad and disappointed. why would that person think of something so stupid like that! i mean seriously! especially since they promised me that it would never happen and that what they did tonight was just wrong...so then it hurts because they lied to me and then when i asked the person...they TOTALLY denied it which made things even more up tight than before. i mean, im totally sick to my stomach and when i got back from their house i threw up...and i feel like i will a few more times tonight...i hope it makes me feel better! im sorry, this probablyl sounds VERY harsh but i need to get it out of my system. but right now i feel like i hate them...but i know deep down that i still care about them and still wanna be friends. but anyways...
I HAVE A JOB! haha thats something else i needed to get out.
yeah well i am gonna go vent so i will ttyl | | |
| Hey! yeah so EVERYONE probably knows that we had a snow day on ummmm Thursday. Yeah so ill just start there cuz that was pretty fun!
THURSDAY>>ok soooo i wake up and call LAURA! and we decided that sledding sounded pretty fun. Then i talk to RACHEL on yahoo and so she ends up coming. Pretty soon my MILES calls and of course he hasta go! lol so we all head out there (MILES, Laura, Rachel, Mason, Big Bertha (Brett) and Me!) we hung out out there for a while then came back to my house for a while. MILES had to go home  so we ended up headin to Rachels house and go to the concusion of going out to eat. Carlos O'Kellys here we come! (and i think we shoulda warned them! hehe) yeah so we were so LOUD! lemme tell ya! haha...next time u go, u should look at the pictures...u will probably spot some smears all over from SPIT WADS! haha! yeah pretty crazy. But our waitress was AWESOME! seriously! like my fav ever! hehe
FRIDAY>>nothin much! haha that was short (i was sick)
SATURDAY>>Cleaned my room...then MILES and i went to the movies and saw Just Friends...it was pretty good. After wards we went to Coburns to see TJ and we was just walkin out the door so MILES whipped around the corner  omg yeah u just had to be there! i think TJ had a mess in his pants! haha then MILES and i went to Shanghia to get some EGG ROLLS (yeah we r soooooo hooked! hehe) then went and hung out at TJ's house for pretty much the rest of the night...there was something else but im gonna leave that out cuz i dont want one certain person to see! hehe but yeah
SUNDAY>>went to wichita to go Christmas shopping! YAY! omg haha it was soooo funny! i was in HOLLISTER when all of the sudden someone grabs me by my neck. I DIDNT EVEN FREAK OUT! OMG IM WEIRD! yeah so i turned around and it was our good friend Brian Bascue who i havnt seen for a while...maybe like 2 years? yeah his son and wife was with him.
Five things I plan to do before I die:(and B4 i grad. HS!)
1. Jump outa an airplane!!!! that sounds awesome!
2. Travel
3. Missonary Trip
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Five things I can do:
1. Play loud music
2. SHOP!
3. Care about other people
4. Not talk behind backs
5. Be a good friend
Five things I can't do:
1. Stand DRAMA!!!
2. Keep my room clean! hehe
3. Be mad at people for more than a day
4. Cant stand not being without my family
5. Cant live without my pictures!
Five things that I find attractive about the opposite sex:
1. Teeth
2. Hair
3. Eyes
4. Personality
5. Body | | |
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